Happy new year to all of you…

As usual for me, I can’t believe how fast time passes, and that it has been a whole year gone and we are starting a new one today…especially when I found out that it has been almost a year Ahmed and I got married -I really can’t blv it-

The last year, was a very changing one in my life, we got married 31 last Jan, so I moved to Cairo, and that was the biggest event for me (after being finally with Ahmed)

I took me soooooooo much time trying to adjust on this crowded city, trying to realize that I’m not in my home town anymore, not the friendly neighbours I used to see and talk to, so many things…. like driving in Cairo, which I won’t even start talking about….

Any way, I spent too much alone (ahmed spends at least 10 hours @ work) , knowing no body, doing nothing but talking on the phone, chatting, or watching TV… lama gali 7alet hatall…… I spend the whole day just waiting for him to come home…

I tried soo many times, to do something useful,get use of my time, the problem that all days were the same for me, so I was too bored and lazy to do anything new, although I was so desperate to make use of tons of spare time I’ve….
I did started to re-study PHP , and stopped, python, and stopped, software analysis, and guess what, STOPPED.

Of course I’m not proud at all, I feel shame of how much time I lost, and I feel sorry for Ahmed for how many times he tried to encourage me and I disappointed him, I confess, I was very lazy.. and here I’m just confessing it for the sake of the new year

So, some nice change happened when I started working at AAST , I work there two days a week, but hey, it made me feel that I have something to do, I go out, meet new people, teach students, interact with outer world that I was almost disconnected from it… this step really gave me energy to do other stuff, like starting to read, learn and dig for new stuff, It’s amazing to feel this kind of refreshment after a long time of DOING NOTHING.

At the start of the new year, I really hope it’s a happier, better and cooler one, I hope for myself, not to lose any more time doing same useless stuff as last year, hope to finish my master degree, and make a real use of it.
I wish I can complete what I always wanted to do and read about, specially in software development issues, so I may give Ahmed a little help and share him his brilliant ideas, I wish he hadn’t completely lose hope and believe in me, I promise, I’ll do my best to be a better and more effective lady as long as you are by my side…

These was my worst confessions on the new year , and also my best and sincere wishes for all of you, for all your dreams to become true…

I have two more special wishes, one for Ahmed for his birthday (kol sana wenta tayeb we 3o2bal 10000 sana ya rab nekon fehom daiman so3ada sawa)
Another one for my best friend Honda (happy birthday sweety)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 FOR ALL